I am sooooo sorry for being so distance from all of you!! It wasn't you, believe me!! I have had a really bad time getting my life in order from my move to a new Town. Things went from bad to worst, after my move, which took 2-months to get it done and still left things behind ! Even my move was a night-mare from a bad movie of Karma !! I know this is no excuse for not posting on my Blog!! But if you could find it in your heart to for-give me. Between not sure if I had a place to live- Rented a house that was cheap, if I cleaned it up!! That took a month to make just make livable Had black mold every where- I cried made me sick just working in it, wanted to walk away but didn't. Then-No job to trying, to make ends meet, for my children and me. Getting really sick with a Kidney & Bladder problems, my Boyfriend and I of 4 years, not talking to talking again after the move away from him. Oh he did ask me to marry him!!..When he came to see me, then he just sort of stop talking to me? (think I got dumped) Then quite a new-job, got ripped off at the tune of $600.00. tried to tell me he never got payed for the house I painted, found out to be a lie. To cars breaking down not once but now three times each time costing $150.00-$600.00. finely getting a car that ran, but no more because ...Because my 17 year old Son..(NO-driver-permit) thought he should take my car keys and go to a buddies house while I was sleeping found my car & him 9-hrs. Later only to learn that I now needed to replace the (clutch-plate & CV- Boot) Will cost$600.00 to fix both because, he didn't know how to drive a stick very well (Hit a stop sign!!)..Get aload of this-LOL, his reason it happened was..Said it fell out of a city truck (Now mind you these workers were out working at 5:30 in the morning on a Sunday!) He was following, and he couldn't get out of the way and went in the ditch only after he hit the sign and put a big-ass dent in the front-bumper & a piece of the wood from the pole of the sign in-bedded in the bumper... He said( Honest MOM!!) It just fell out of the truck he had no option but to hit it, was flying Thur the air at him!!...LOL He must think I was on the same turnip-truck that sign fell off..Well I stop talking to him for a week wanted to turn him in to the police, but figured living with me and giving me any money he came in to was far worse, also saved me the fees it would of cost ed to just have the system tell him what he did was wrong. Hell he already was scare I was going to kill him...Lord know I wanted to but I was numb. Takes a lot of house-cleaning jobs to make ends meet, let alone things like this to come along. Had 2-car's both not working well, but this one which was the cheaper car to fix& drive with the gas prices costed-($150.00 - Timing-Belt) My employer also fixed this one Boy she was mad!!. She's one of my ladies I clean house for and now a good friend because of her, I had a fixed car.. Again now agrees to fix my second car (the second time she helped me with a car-problem) Which needed brake-work to the tune of $350 (grinded & screamed help me every time I tried to move it because the brakes were down to nothing) she is letting me work it off in payments, because she didn't want to lose me as a house-keeper, as she also lived 45-min. In the country. Also the fact it now is the cheaper car to fix. Don't have any extra money, don't even have TV to watch, can get a fuzzy channel from time to time but that's all. Things are slowly come together to where I think I will make it but it has taken me going on 5-months now!! This move to a new town, was a bad thing to do, when things didn't go like I thought they would still climbing over boxes, as house is smaller and have less free time to un-pack, even tho I had to change plans, suffer a-bit things are getting better. Hope I didn't get on your nerves with my Poor-me on this Post!! Just wanted to vent and this seems the place to do it....Happy Labor-Day...P.S. My son has giving me $100.00 towards his debt to me, went to work at the fair turned over whole pay-check.
* Up-date - My sweetie still loves me, we just need to work some things out, living in two differant towns, he read this post too. We're talking again, thats a start.
